“I don’t think so, but God Cassie what if it’s really small?”
I hit the ground with my butt, really freaking out. Oh God, am I about to turn into one of those things? Will I turn in a couple of hours? Will I turn and hurt Cassie?
“You’ve got to shoot me.”
“No! No!” she stomps her foot and puts her fists on her hips. “Those cuts most likely closed in the night, and I don’t see any blood on you. Now stop being ridiculous! I’m not going to shoot you! Now come on.” She pulls her bike upright, climbs on and rides away slowly.
I sit there a few minutes, looking at my arm, and then watching the squirming zombies, who’ve now come awake and upon seeing me within their reach are moaning.
The smallest boy reaches a hand out to me.
I shiver, then jump up and follow Cassie.
I hope to God she’s right.
I stumble through the grassy hills, my attention more focused on my arm, like I can see the virus spreading, than on the ground. Please God, don’t tell me that my weird sudden desire to keep something kind of living has resulted in my death. That would suck.
I know all the signs of the sickness coming on – it’s just like the flu – sneezing, coughing, fever, chills, sometimes throwing up. It differs from person to person as to how long it takes – sometimes only ten minutes and sometimes a few hours. It’s all based on your immune system and your genetics. We were just getting into genetics in school when everything went to hell...
I’m staring at my arm so much that don’t see a rock, and I fall heavily to the ground. Cassie notices and marches back to me, her forehead wrinkled in a frown and a stern look in her eyes.
She takes my arm and examines it thoroughly, then lightly coasts her fingers on my skin.
“There’s no wetness, no indication of saliva or blood,” she says, then puts a hand on my forehead. “You don’t have a fever. Do you feel the urge to sneeze or cough?”
“No,” I shake my head.
“Then you’re fine.”
“But – ”
“Yes, I know that it could hit in a few hours, especially since you’ve had The Shot and that will change how you respond to the virus. But there’s nothing on your arm. You’re fine. If you want to worry for a couple of hours, that’s up to you.”
For a moment, she reminds me a bit of my Mom. Cassie turns sharply on her heel and heads towards the roof that I can now see quite well.
I sigh and try to slow my pounding heart with deep breaths. I’m a worrier and I know it, but it seems like this would be quite the thing to worry about.
Surely I would know if I was changing, right?
“Just think of something else!” Cassie shouts at me.
Something else, something else... so I follow her, doing my best to remember the entire plot of the last book I read.
